I had a bit of an epiphany.

I had a bit of an epiphany.

I have spent a lot of life being average at somethings instead of being great at things I am really good at.

The thing of it is to do great things the average stuff still needs to be done and hopefully done well. This is a call of sorts to others who want to collaborate.

So here I am knowing what I do well and easily comes with me outwardly being more flashy and taking credit for things in a public way. It requires taking back opportunity and credit from others, claiming what is mine and putting out better things than the things others have derived from my things. The best is yet to be released, it is already here.

It comes down to vanity and a public life or my Zoë Life. The choice is clear.

There has to be some way I can manage to integrate some “worldly” success into my affairs.

When you use your gifts you set your mind and some their “hearts” to them. For me to put my heart to them is not always a good option, attachment and disappointment come with the heart. Putting my mind to something and capturing it to work with, on, in, around it is easy, so easy I have to mostly say no to myself thinking about things and others, that takes as much skill as anything.

Spiritually even if “it” is in your mind it belongs to your spirit and things created in it they are can be witnessed by others. It could be a tone, a chord, a note, a thought, a word and just because you unpacked it and made it more than what it was you have to let it go so it can live where it came from. Inspiration and insights that affect your world, your lives often are from them being unpacked, tested, and practiced and sometime we find that inside of us is the rest of or part of something that makes it whole or complete, as close to being a new or completed thing as is possible.

That is where others step in and unpack what you put out there and they will run with it and psychically / spiritually tune into you like vultures or hawks just waiting for you to drop / let go of something new. That is kind of how collaboration goes but there are some greedy and ruthless birds out there.

Luke 12:24 KJV: Consider the ravens: for they neither sow nor reap; which neither have storehouse nor barn; and God feedeth them: how much more are ye better than the fowls?

Creation is under God, for us creation is discovery, not creation in of it’s self.

Example: Adam in the garden of Eden is gardening, he “creates” a hybrid flower simply by grooming and gardening the species he has been given to have dominion over. The flower produced is glorious, Heaven is pleased, Adam in deed has dominion and is keeping the garden as he was instructed to do so. The “new” Flower/s, fruits, and trees Adam grooms and cultivates are his “creations” yet if God said to Adam I am going to take my seeds away from the garden where would Adams creations be, where would he source inspiration? Adams “creations” where the working on the potentialities that God had packed into the seeds, His creation. Adam too is unpacking the Gods potentialities in himself. Even Adams gifts and potentialities have their genesis in God.

They are gifts so they belong to the gift giver, yet many are cashing in on “their” gifts with full attribution and cash. It for me seems counter intuitive to be so ruthless and unabashedly laying claim to ones “intellectual / spiritual gifts” in a way where you make people pay you for it or go after them for benefiting from it.

The answer is to put my heart into it, get attached to some degree to it, and set it up so I can receive blessings from it in many ways and forms.

I know some of this will sound cryptic and vague and perhaps utter nonsense, sometimes to you keep some things close to our chest.

Every Blessing.

S.J.Mc